This is the first of many posts typed up from my brand spankin' new notebook. It's also on a familiar theme: love.
Love is hate,
Love causes lust,
Love causes jealousy,
Love causes weakness,
Love causes arguments,
Love causes hate.
Love is like,
Love causes friendships,
Love causes talking,
Love causes bravery,
Love causes cowardliness,
Love causes like.
Love is love,
Love causes closeness,
Love causes happiness,
Love causes strength,
Love causes time-wasting,
Love causes love.
When death seems like the the only option,
You must find a light through the darkness,
You must put aside whatever causes you pain,
You must find away to ignore those who hate you,
Who make you feel further worthless.
When life is nothing but a tunnel of darkness,
You must pull yourself together,
You must allow nothing to bother you,
You must put the past behind you,
When you can change nothing but the future.
When you realise your dreams will never come true,
You must find new dreams,
You must pursue them with all your might,
You must allow the past to make way for the present.
Who you choose to be your friends is more important than ever.
Perhaps she hates me,
Perhaps she was joking,
Perhaps I over-reacted,
Perhaps.
Perhaps she loves me,
Perhaps she was telling the truth,
Perhaps I under-reacted,
Perhaps.
Perhaps I acted like I did due to me being suicidal,
Perhaps I acted like I did due to me being lustful,
Perhaps I acted like an asshole,
Perhaps.
Perhaps she hates me due to my cowardliness,
Perhaps she loves me,
Perhaps she won't admit she does,
Perhaps.
Perhaps I should ask her to find out,
Perhaps she'll kill me,
Perhaps she'll love me,
Perhaps.
Perhaps I should move on,
Perhaps I should accept it's a lost hope,
Perhaps I should kill myself over my procrastination,
Perhaps.
Perhaps I write too much about her,
Perhaps I should stop,
Perhaps I should have stopped long ago,
Perhaps.
This is stupidity,
Stupidly it grows by the day.
This is cowardliness,
Cowardly it grows by the day.
This is shyness,
Shyly it grows by the day.
This is annoying,
Annoyingly it grows by the day.
This is love,
Lovingly it grows by the day.
The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah, I'd give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug
Miracle Drug — U2.
The following is the third part of The Desire Trilogy. It may be useful to read Part I and Part II first.
I love you
I want you
I want nothing but you
I love you
I love you from head to toe
I love every part of you
I love you
I would give so much for you
I desire you so much
I love you
I am too shy to speak to you
I cannot ask you one question
I love you
I need not love someone I cannot speak to
I must find a new love
I love you
I cannot love you forever
I must find a new love
I love you
I may find these times tough
I must find a new love
I love you
I still want you
I must find a new love
I may miss you
I may regret never asking you
I must find a new love
I may be to shy to ask someone else
I may be able to speak to them
I must find a new love
I may find someone I love more
I feel as if that is impossible
I must find a new love
I know I cannot love you forever
I am just a boy
I must find a new love